
Okay so for those who don't know, I'm in college as of last fall semester and all was going well until I got into my spring semester...

I only have one class but it is extremely hard and the teacher is bad and to add on to it I am watching a mass majority of students dropping their classes including my brother.

Half of me wants to keep fighting and get through it yet another part of me is wanting to quit.

The thing is that the idea of quitting drives me madly up the wall like some strange Alice and Wonderland reference.

Yet I am really determined to not give up, grit my teeth and make it through my hell of a class. I kinda wonder if I am insane for deciding to stay though...

Another thing that happened recently is I joined Tukong which is a north Korean martial arts class and that is helping me cope as well as starting to meditate and do some energy work.

And lastly I have made lots of friends in my new college campus life as well as discovering further the fun of online chatting, gaming, etc. (I didn't grow up with internet at home like most people...)

Anyway I think I'm good.... I'm pretty bumbed about my college class though...

Oh by the way last monday I turned 20 and had lots of cake and candy! I got the resident evil revelations game for my 3ds that I got for christmas!